Today

I sat back and thought about my very first serious boyfriend. I googled his name and tried to look for him but found nothing. I dug out old pictures of him and also read the love messages on the back of them.
Paul why did you abuse me? I still carry scares mentally and physically from you but if I was ever to meet you again I would hug you and kiss you.
I have turned out the lady you always looked at and wished for, I am now that smart, sensitive and successful lady. I am that lady because it was always who I wanted to be but you were to impatient to wait for it.