Last night

While I watched the sun go down it made me think of my family.
The sun would be rising on them and I miss them so very much.
Next year I will be returning home for a surprise visit, I can not wait.
13 years is to long not to see your family.

It is funny

That what one persons sees as bitterness is closer for someone else.
What one sees as beauty another sees as ugly.
It is funny that when one person calls someone a bitch the next calls them a natural leader.

Life is

Life, So the song goes, but life is also what you make of it.
I make myself smile at least everyday and in turn it makes someone else smile.
I like me!

Today

The sun was shining, it has been for days.
The weather is to beautiful and nice to be inside blogging.
bye.

I love

It that my daughter is turning into a lady.
Soon she is ten and today we were trying on cloths.
After the fashion show we gave people we relaxed and painted out nails and done make-up, it ended up a girls day.

silly silly silly

I love being silly!
Today I was walking in the forest with a close friend, he has a daughter who is four.
While walking in the forest we were acting all silly and crazy, we have video evidence to prove it.
All I can say is, just believe me we were silly.

I do not like it

That some parents use their children in the game of divorce.
It is childish and being one of them children I know how it ends and I can tell you, it is not good for the parent who is using their child as a weapon.

I realised

Today on a 6 hour drive I suffer from road rage.
Why do I cuss and scream at the other driver when we both have our windows up and they do not hear me?

Last night

We had a family dinner and the youngest in the family loved it.
She is the only grandchild and she has an Aunty that is just insane.
The 2 of them were cooking marshmallows on a stone grill.

I am silly

I forget all the time to blog.
I think I was doing rather well till life got to busy to even blog.

I am a little shy

when I get attention from a man that is not expected.
Today I went into a cafe after a long and stressful business talk and while sitting and talking to a friend over a lovely glass of sweet white wine I was approached by a handsome young gentleman who offered to buy us a drink. It does not happen often so I did not know what to say. The bartender informed me he is a genuine gentleman so we had a chat and a wine, the 3 of us.

Why is it?

I have no problems wiping people from my life?
It hurts but with that said I have wiped my mother from my life and now my best friend of more then 10 years.
bye Pam by Jill.

Sometimes I just

Can not handle the BS that comes from peoples mouths, I just have to tell them I do not believe a word they are saying, roll my eyes and walk off

Secrets

Are always fun today and today my secret identity was made on twitter.

Beauty

Is in the eye of the beholder and today it was in the hands of my hairdresser!
I enjoy getting my hair cut I have lovely hair, it is long, dark and thick. I can do anything with my hair, I am blessed to have natural curls but if I brush it when it is wet and leave it like that to dry it will stay straight.
I love my hair!

Ewwww

Is all I can say about the bottle of red wine I opened today! Never again is this brand entering my house!

5/5

Is today just another number or does it have deeper meaning to other people?
I am sure this date means a lot to many Europeans, My heart is with you on this day.

So proud

To be me, to be who I am and what I have done in my life.
I am so proud of the people who I hold close as my friends and family, I am proud of them and support them 110%

Today

Is the birthday of 2 amazing men who are in my life, happy birthday and I hope all your dreams come true!

Today

I sat back and thought about my very first serious boyfriend. I googled his name and tried to look for him but found nothing. I dug out old pictures of him and also read the love messages on the back of them.
Paul why did you abuse me? I still carry scares mentally and physically from you but if I was ever to meet you again I would hug you and kiss you.
I have turned out the lady you always looked at and wished for, I am now that smart, sensitive and successful lady. I am that lady because it was always who I wanted to be but you were to impatient to wait for it.

Memories

They are always with us.
Today is someone's Birthday, that someone is very close to me. In the past he has saved my life and I have saved his, he means the world to me and even though he is thousands of miles away and I have not seen him for close to 13 years he will always be in my thoughts and deeply embedded in my heart.
Stephen, happy birthday, know I love you and always remember I am there for you, as your best friend when you need me and also as a sister to kick you in your ass when needed.
No one could ask for a better brother and to prove it I PROMISE I will come home soon to visit.