Back

There is a back, a front and much inbetween.
My life has just exploded in my face and I have been trying to find all the pieces to put it back together. wish me luck.

Pinch

Pinch and a punch it is the first of the month! No returns!

more and more

If you do not see me ever again, it has been nice knowing you.
This evening I will be having a house full of children for four days. Say a pray for me.

you serious?

I have had many things cancelled in my life, some people give a reason, some do not, but today when I went to get my step children I was told I am not allowed to have them and they are not to see thier father, I was gob smacked but not only because we can not have the children but because of the reason.
The reason, they like you to much. errr ok.......

It is here

Summer vacation, 8 weeks long I will have children giving me grey hair and I will love every minute of it and if they get to much I will just palm them off to grandma, what are grandma's for right?

I realised

That I dislike my ex best friend so much that last night I had a dream about slapping her. That kind of upsets me, even if she deserves more then a slap.

I feel

Like putting some music on and dancing around the house while singing and cleaning!
Lets all do it.

I see

I can't really. For the last week it has been so misty outside that I can not even see the other side of the street, my goodness I hope they can not see my side of the street as i have been wondering around half naked most days.

2 days

It has taken me to iron all the laundry! 2 whole damn well days.
Laundry is like a tiger it creeps up on you and it pounces on you.
Well the beast is tamed for another few weeks.

Happy birthday

to my BFF! hope you have a great day! See you tonight for drinks. cheer up 35 is a nice number!

The Weather

The last few weeks have been cold, it has snowed, rained and on the rare occasion there has been sun. Secretly I love it!

Today

Is the um-tenth time in a row I can not sleep.
I have had a headache for over a week now and sleeping is just not in my agenda

Nothing better

Then getting woken up on a Saturday morning to the smell of your 10year old baking you fresh hand made croissants.

Today

While driving for 6 hours and half of the time being in traffic jams I seen 5 accidents and was just about involved in 4 of them! wish people would stop kissing bumpers!

Beauty

Is so simple, I candle sitting in my front window flickering because of the draft coming in, it's just simple beauty.

It is nice

To sit back in a cafe and sip on a nice cup of hot chocolate and just watch the people walk by. Do the people passing by realise someone maybe watching them?

I realised

I have missed the changing of the season. I love the changing of the season, the colours of the autumn leaves falling to the ground, the warm weather slowly turning into weather that makes you want to hug your loved ones more.
I realised, season change, life is to short, take a step back and enough the gift we have called nature.

Back on track?

Oh the 8th day of November my father lost his battle with cancer and L.E.M.S.
Now apparently things are meant to be back to "normal"
I am back to work though most evenings is spent with mum to try and arrange things with companies the list seems to be endless!
So lets try to get One 2 Day back on track as well.

Reality

Reality is a hard thing to face, we all try to run away from it.
Reality is not a kind thing sometimes and right now reality for me sucks!
After the rain there is always sunshine, right?

back track

While originally this blog was about breast cancer it has made a few turns on the way.
The last month has been very silent because of the reason above, cancer.
My best friend has been fighting breast cancer for over 2 years now and has won the battle till now, she is cancer free for 2 months thus far, yet on the other hand I have been sitting by the bedside of my father who is losing his battle with cancer.
Life what can one say?